And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive
-Matthew 21:22
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Friday, September 22, 2006$BlogItemTitle$>
After blogging i'm definitely going to study, I just need a source of motivation.. I was glad that after 1 year 8 months+, i finally feel the importance of self-discipline. Unfortunately, there was a great barrel that holds me back.
When fulfilling good grades mean so important to me, it is not easy to ignore someone so close to be far apart from what I have been commited to. I really wish and really really pray that my sincerity will help him through. I watched my words and tried all I could yet I know that I can't do anything but to wait. It feels horrible to be able to feel the gap.
I feel very... undescribable.
But perhaps an image i've drawn in "paint" would be easier to describe

I'm not giving up, neither are you..
God will make a way, when there seems to be no way
8:59 PM