And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive
-Matthew 21:22
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I'm content with where i am and who i am, i'm so blessed, but why am i not happy ? Every single problem, i got to look into the source, dig out the root, study it, trace it, twist it grin it chew it slap it GGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH.. sometimes i tell myself that i'm expecting too much man..i'm being greedy. However, i cant do alot of things when i'm not happy, i dun have the mood to do things right and proper, i dun wanna switch on to drama mode 24/7, i wanna enjoy what i'm doing, i want a solid word of happiness, i wanna quite staring into space, i wanna stop my..ihatethisword- emoing. I feel like this crazy person who looks perfectly normal on the outside, but feels super uncomfortable on the inside.. *Lying on the ground, feeling stupid*
I NEED TO BE HAPPY !!!!!
I NEED TO BE HAPPY !!!!!!!!!
I NEED TO BE HAPPY WHY IS IT JUST SO BLOODY DIFFICULT
It takes me 1 muscle to frown and a 10 muscles to smile .. whole dumb thing, box you !
No matter wad, i'm not losing my faith in God, no way am i surrendering to the devil . YOU, better shut up and watch out.
God will make a way, when there seems to be no way
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